Friday, May 06, 2011
Friday, April 15, 2011
It has been a while, and now in the thick of things I stumble across my old creativity and wonder where the voices got buried.
Oh, I know where they got buried, and how; I buried them. For a good reason. I'm not an angsty teenager anymore, I tell myself; blogging is something that people did before twitter was invented and I'm really much too busy for this nonsense.
But I was busy even then, and the voices existed for a reason and that reason was to remind me that maybe my busy life is nonsense. Maybe the tight eyeballs, small meals, and lack of sleep is nonsense. Why do we do it? More importantly, why do we persist and bring that nonsense to the level we do?
Maybe it's time to thaw the zombie, folks.
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Paper clip hearts in a chain to the moon
Paper clip hugs sweep me round the room
Paper clip love whispers a tune
With paper clip kisses under stars in bloom
Paper clip hearts in my pocket at night
Paper clip hugs round my waist hold me tight
Paper clip love round my heart glows bright
With paper clip kisses in the morning light
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
CLOSED until further notice
"I don't want this blog to become one of those zombie blogs that leave off at a post about an anticipated journey" a rough paraphrase of some wise words by Doug Klassen, whose blog just entered the Death Scroll which has become my collection of links to other people's blogs.
Nobody's really writing any more. Not even Toque, who, poet that he is, could be depended upon to contribute something at least every other month.
The Little Lost Soldier Girl marches on with a post now and then, and I advise all of you to go read and comment.
Jaina is still posting fitness test results on her other blog.
But nobody else is showing any signs of movement. I guess blogs have gone out of fashion or my contemporaries have simply moved on fitter, happier and more productive lives.
Anyway, this is an awkward prelude to the main announcement: I'm going bye-bye for a while. I'm joining the Scroll of the Dead. I'm going to leave this blog up, at least for now; but my writing is done. My life is an unbloggable blur of color, motion and flying objects. I simply have far too much on my plate to reflect on, and to turn this blog into a play-by-play account of my daily activities would be to destroy the reflective nature of my writing.
So, until later, let this zombie be put into deep freeze.
Nobody's really writing any more. Not even Toque, who, poet that he is, could be depended upon to contribute something at least every other month.
The Little Lost Soldier Girl marches on with a post now and then, and I advise all of you to go read and comment.
Jaina is still posting fitness test results on her other blog.
But nobody else is showing any signs of movement. I guess blogs have gone out of fashion or my contemporaries have simply moved on fitter, happier and more productive lives.
Anyway, this is an awkward prelude to the main announcement: I'm going bye-bye for a while. I'm joining the Scroll of the Dead. I'm going to leave this blog up, at least for now; but my writing is done. My life is an unbloggable blur of color, motion and flying objects. I simply have far too much on my plate to reflect on, and to turn this blog into a play-by-play account of my daily activities would be to destroy the reflective nature of my writing.
So, until later, let this zombie be put into deep freeze.
Thursday, October 01, 2009
Is there any such thing as complaining that isn't whiny? Isn't there some objective, completely justified way to say Why Me God? It would seem not, for we are all servants and the servant may not expect to be treated better than the Master. And the Master suffered it all. Heartbreak, betrayal, lies, rejection, weakness, confusion, pain, abandonment - by His own Father, no less.
"...this is the world, this is the world, we live in /"
"it's not the one we choose, but its the one we're given / "
- Sea Wolf
What am I missing? What drove the Master through his dark night of despair up there on that rocky hill? Where can I get a piece of that? (Are pieces of that even available to be had, ha) I can't find a piece of that because I'm only a little one I can't see the whole picture, and the picture will never make sense to me.
I live in this world that my grandparents made a mess of, and now I have to clean up that mess without making it even more of a mess for my own grandchildren. The flood of humanism that engulfed my country after the Second World War has inundated all social structure and mores; destroyed all religions; overturned all barriers, given birth to monsters from the deeps. The building of houses of cards on credit, animal sex, the burial of the tablets of natural law under liberty, goddamn liberty.
My world must be rebuilt a stone upon a stone. And I must rebuild it, for my betters and superiors will not. Perhaps they cannot. Perhaps they are too poisoned by the flood. I must take these stones from the stiffening hands of my parents, whose sole calling it was to merely HOLD them for me, and begin a task that I will never see the fruits of...
"...this is the world, this is the world, we live in /"
"it's not the one we choose, but its the one we're given / "
- Sea Wolf
What am I missing? What drove the Master through his dark night of despair up there on that rocky hill? Where can I get a piece of that? (Are pieces of that even available to be had, ha) I can't find a piece of that because I'm only a little one I can't see the whole picture, and the picture will never make sense to me.
I live in this world that my grandparents made a mess of, and now I have to clean up that mess without making it even more of a mess for my own grandchildren. The flood of humanism that engulfed my country after the Second World War has inundated all social structure and mores; destroyed all religions; overturned all barriers, given birth to monsters from the deeps. The building of houses of cards on credit, animal sex, the burial of the tablets of natural law under liberty, goddamn liberty.
My world must be rebuilt a stone upon a stone. And I must rebuild it, for my betters and superiors will not. Perhaps they cannot. Perhaps they are too poisoned by the flood. I must take these stones from the stiffening hands of my parents, whose sole calling it was to merely HOLD them for me, and begin a task that I will never see the fruits of...
Thursday, September 03, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
For Ariel
the traffic is stuck
the headlights glare
red curls in the window
a patient green stare
we live on the freeways
in the salt of the sea
daisies and bicycles
eucalyptus trees
She stands in the sand
wind tumbling her hair
a rose in one hand
casting petals to the air
There is no end
to the ocean's flow
nothing but the bend
of the beach house row
the headlights glare
red curls in the window
a patient green stare
we live on the freeways
in the salt of the sea
daisies and bicycles
eucalyptus trees
She stands in the sand
wind tumbling her hair
a rose in one hand
casting petals to the air
There is no end
to the ocean's flow
nothing but the bend
of the beach house row
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